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Threya Concept by NiveusUmbra
Threya Concept
I've been struggling to create OCs that I really love. I've attempted revamping old ones from when I was a teenager and I guess I've just changed too much to really adore them. But yesterday this gal popped into my head and I'm really into her so here she is!
Along with her sorta familiar named Bear.
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We spent years scraping away at the cage
of bone and fear and lack of trust.
You whittled down my defenses,
I guided you to my weakest points,
showed you the easiest ways to break through.
You smashed through the dome that guarded
all vulnerability.
We opened me up and let the world into my core,
along with all the consequences.
I gave you the tools to scrape out
every soft piece of pain.
I taught you how to claim the wetted walls
starved of connection and desperate for love.
And unreserved I filled the space with you,
your warmth and comfort and promise.

You told me I had pulled you too fully into my cage.
You spoke of the overwhelming pressure
of sustaining my battered interior.
I had placed too much emphasis on your friendship,
had grown too reliant on your warmth and comfort.
I was tasked with helping you remove yourself
from my tangled construct of bone and fear
and lack of trust.

I am left with a scraped out interior,
hollow, raw.
How do I sustain the wet walls
that became so accustomed to your presence?
How do I revert to the defenses of the past,
when all that I used to fill the spaces
has been scraped away?
How do I become who I was,
after helping you dismantle who I was?
I made the mistake of guiding you to every weak point.
I neglected to save any armor,
any bone to rebuild my cage.
But for you, I will try.
  • Mood: Content
Yeah, it was about time I got rid of that last entry. Too angsty.

Basically life is difficult but good, which is pretty typical for everybody I would imagine :P

Losing weight, getting through work, having fun, yatta yatta.

Anyway, hope everybody is doing well!!
Don't really feel like prattling on about stuff.

Ta ta for now!

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EllaBaras Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the fave!
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NiveusUmbra Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You are welcome!
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Yehudiah Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for faveing my work! :hug: :happybounce:
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NiveusUmbra Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You are very welcome! :)
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UdjatInked Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014
Thanks for the fav!
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seadworp Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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NiveusUmbra Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You are welcome! :)
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Norwegian-Elite Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thank you so much for the fav!:) I'm a little busy right now, but I'll make sure to have a closer look at your art later! You got some interesting motives!:)
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NiveusUmbra Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You are so welcome! And thank you so much, I really appreciate that. :)
We'll see if I can get motivated enough to churn out some new stuff soon, haha!
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Norwegian-Elite Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Professional General Artist
I hope you do!:) Can't let all that talent be held back;)
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