I find myself, no sooner than turning seventeen, longing to be eighteen. And then out of highschool. What does a place like that provide? Other than shallow people and drama? =.= It's not so much that I'm one of those hasty children, over-eager to be an adult and leave childhood behind, but more that I've never felt as though I belong in the world of children. That still sounds strange, doesn't it...? I feel like I've just been sitting here in my little corner, breathing stagnant air and the stench of festering unfulfillment. Should childhood not be enjoyed while it lasts? And yet I am forced to waste my time. Highschool has given me a batch of wonderful friends, and a great deal of skills that will doubtlessly benefit me in life, but I am beginning to near my wit's end with all of this. I love my school dearly, it is a precious place to me, but it seems my "senioritis" has come a year too early.

Anyway, that was my vent. Glad to have had it. (breathes deep) I need one of those every now and then.

~ Niv